Grant Recipient Stories

Warning: the below article deals with the sensitive topic of suicide. 

I don’t know when I got Lyme but it was sometime when I was a teenager on one of my hiking trips/ vacations. I just know over the years that I’ve had really bad declining health with every test telling me I am fine. I was so suicidal at 18. I had constant violent panic attacks for months and I couldn’t even hear certain sounds or noises without going into a spiral. I self admitted myself into the hospital so I wouldn’t kill myself. 

From that point on I was on a ton of antidepressants and hormonal pills which patched it/band-aided it  for a time. So I’d have to still have a mead adjustment every month or so because I would go through a frequent crash and have to constantly switch jobs and friend groups from embarrassing spasms either physically or mentally or both. 

It got to the point at around 21-22 that I was getting really bad seizures, shakes, fainting spells and more panic attacks. It got to the point where I couldn’t help it anymore and I couldn’t even work one day a week for three hours without falling on the floor and someone needing to call my parents to get me.  

At the point where I couldn’t move or leave the couch or do anything my mom just started to search out for different medical locations to take me to eventually through referrals we went out to Ann Arbor Michigan for testing outside the standard medical system. 

The nurse practitioner suggested that I get a Lyme disease test sent to the specialty clinic in California ConnieXions and that’s when I got my positive results back after spending $1500 just on one test just to get an answer. I’ve been tested three different times by my primary care doctor in the past and they all came back negative because standardized Lyme tests only pick up positive tests 15% of the time. 

I was at the worst stage Lyme could be at stage 3 with 3/10 types of Lyme disease. I’ve been in treatment for about two years now on mainly homeopathic medicines, teas, antibiotics, organic foods/watching nutrition and hormone pills. The hardest things to deal with have been: mentally with my focus, shakes/spasms, depression, anxiety, asthma/trouble breathing, allergy issues and weight gain that I can’t get rid of no matter what I do which really crushes my self esteem and prevents me from wearing the things I like. Sometimes when I’m lucky I get to go for walks but most of the time it’s hard to walk around very well because of the dizziness and faint spells. If I can’t go for a walk my mom will take me out for car rides. 

My mom is my Caretaker and spends pretty much all day everyday with me and is my best friend. Without my mom I would’ve been dead. She found me everything I needed and has provided me with everything she can so I don’t have to worry about anything and can relax in my healing process. A big part of the help has been from the Lyme Treatment Foundation grant. Without the assistance, many of the tests and treatments I may not have been able to afford to try to see if they would help with the Lyme Disease.  

I’m having to re-discover myself through Lyme treatment especially since I’ve never been able to get a steady foot in life. I don’t know who I am but I’m trying to get there. And I’d like to find other people to help especially as I get better so I can fight for the little guy that doesn’t have a voice or power to speak up. 

I have been lucky to make a few friends that will contact me and check up on me and will take me out to fun events and be my handlers which I’m very appreciative for.  My senior pup Panda Rae has also been a huge support for me going through tough times with him always there to cuddle with me. 

My favorite things to do to keep myself distracted through healing have been: going for walks and enjoying nature when I’m able, painting with different mediums, sewing, crafts, and video games.

How has your Lyme Treatment Foundation grant impacted your life? It’s enabled Nicole to get treatment and medicines that we couldn’t have afforded without it.

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My  name  is  Katelyn  Weaver  and  11  years  ago  I  became  suddenly  really  sick. I  thought  at  first  it  was  just  a  flu  or  bad  virus  but  quickly  realized  something  was  very  wrong  when  I  could  no  longer  walk  without  terrible  pain. In  a  month’s  time, the  pain  spread  all  over  my  body. 

I went to so many doctors, specialists, had a ton of blood work done but nothing came back with any results. I was given the diagnosis of fibromyalgia after 8 months of testing. There was always something in the back of my head that told me they were missing something and that there had to be an underlying condition. I was developing newer symptoms as time passed, such as “brain tremors” and a heart arrhythmia and I was getting nervous something was very wrong.   

I had been tested about 4 or 5 times for Lyme disease, over the years and nothing ever came back as positive. Early 2020 my younger sister started to get very sick and while some of the symptoms were different than mine, there were some paralleled similarities. She, too, went for a ton of tests and nothing came back to give any indication of what was wrong. She was told by a friend to go to a Lyme specialist and have testing done for Lyme disease and then she had her answer, it was Lyme disease and had been in her system for a long time.  

She urged me to get testing done at this clinic in CT just to be sure I didn’t have it too. I’ll admit, I was skeptical. I had been tested so many times in the past, there was a low chance of being positive, so I thought. I went for the test, mostly for my family’s peace of mind. I was positive for Lyme and 2 co-infections: Babesia and Bartonella.   

I experienced a range of emotions with the diagnosis. I was relieved to know finally, after all these years, what I had. I was also angry with conventional medicine for failing me, and anxiety for how expensive the treatment is, especially since it would be a long journey to recovery.  

I’m so incredibly grateful for the grant to help me to afford treatment that I would have otherwise paid out of pocket. I’m not fully healed yet, but I’m getting there and it’s largely thanks to the Lyme Foundation and my ND in CT. Thank you so much for creating this opportunity for individuals such as myself. The healthcare system may have failed us in the lack of coverage for medical expenses for Lyme treatment, but this Foundation has been like a beacon when everything felt dark and hopeless.  

The grant from Lyme Treatment Foundation has given me back quality of life. I’m able to do more of the things I love and that bring me joy and happiness.

Thank you again, I’ll be forever grateful.

Katelyn's Inspiring Messages: 

Quote for healing: “You never know how strong you are until strong is the only choice you have.” 

-Bob Marley

Advice to someone battling Lyme disease: "It may seem scary, tiring, and at times you may want to give up but you owe it to yourself to fight. You can get better, you will get better, just keep moving forward and don’t give up.

Eight years ago I was at work when I started having trouble speaking, the right side of my face drooped and I saw spots in my vision. I ended up in the ER having test after test. Hours later a doctor came in and told me all the tests were fine and that all he could suggest was I see a neurologist. I made an appointment and while I was waiting for it my left arm started going numb and my left hand clawed up.   

The neurologist I went to sent me to the Mayo Clinic. All they found was an essential tremor. The original neurologist told me there was nothing wrong with me and offered a referral to a psychiatrist. I left his office in tears. At that point, no one had tested me for or mentioned Lyme disease. For seven years I went from just struggling through everyday activities to giving in and calling other neurologists.  They suggested Parkinson’s, MS, early-onset Alzheimer’s, complex migraines, and the list goes on. Then they ruled them all out. I had two Lyme disease tests (at my request). Both were negative.       

In March of 2021 after being put on steroids for my neck I had another stroke-like episode and vision loss and went to the ER again. $6,000 out of pocket later I was again told to see a neurologist. They ruled out migraines and had no other suggestions. At this point, my stepmother mentioned an acquaintance whose daughter had Lyme. She suggested IGeneX labs. I sent away the blood sample and found out I did in fact have Lyme disease.    

Since then I have been fighting to get my treatment covered and to get short and long-term disability approved. I have now started treatment and am having some good days and some bad with herx reactions.   I am writing to anyone and everyone (senators, congressmen, governors) about chronic, late-stage, and misdiagnosed Lyme disease. It is terrible the lack of support for Lyme patients.    I will continue to fight for my health and for change in Lyme treatment and testing.